Faith

Sometimes I think that He must be up there smiling and possibly laughing a little bit as I sit here wondering what's next in my life. 

I was reading my "old journal". I was on the search of a spiritual realization that I wanted needed to remember. Instead, I couldn't help but think how ridiculous I was. It's hard to imagine that I used to be that girl, wasting my time writing about things that didn't matter.

I was so embarrassed. In order to remedy the shame I wrote the words,

"A girl trying to figure out who she is"

in the front. Thinking somehow that would make it better.

I'll tell ya, it didn't. I want to burn that red book. I know I shouldn't because it's good to look back and realize how much I have learned and changed just within the last year. 

My kids ain't ever reading that thing.

I'm on a spiritual high. It's times like these that I wish could last forever.

I wish I could just shove what I'm feeling into you. 

Yeah, that's weird.

Welcome to my blog,

I'm weird.

You're weird.

Face it, we're weird together.

but seriously.....

"faith is a real power, not just an expression of belief."

-President Boyd K Packer

and sometimes I think we forget that.

Faith moves mountains, even if your mountain is small.